Somewhere in the future, they lay in wait.
People to drag you down, across the ground,
Whispering sweet affections while plotting away for your demise.
A tragic end in store for the one who falls.
Unconsciously loathing you for all that you have.
Your successes, your failures, enviable in variety.
Experiences they know they'll never have.
Already dead inside - so young, so tragic.
So regrettable.
Are they there? In the now? In the then?
Surrounding you, feeding the paranoia.
A different creature to fear, closer still.
The Transformation to begin.
Who are you? Have you changed?
Time never has been kind.
Though you know not the Inner Demon afflicting,
It exists. There, haunting, scheming, molding.
Overnight? No, this takes time.
Suddenly, the enemy passes.
Time means nothing, neither cruel mistress nor lover.
Merely the means to an end.
Somewhere in your future, you are.
Draggin others down, across the ground.
Whispering sweet affections while plotting others' demise.
Where are those experiences now? Have they left you?
Did you leave them behind?
Just as they envied, so do you.
Never with reason. Only with doubt.
Can you be free?
Will you find your way out of this hole?
Who knows?
A blog based on my time in college, updated irregularly. Will probably often feature random memories and dreams, too, because why not?
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Update on my life
I've become something I don't want to be. Or was I always this way? I
cling to people that I'm scared of losing even if I'd be better w/out them. And God knows I would. Really. I mean it this time. I
guess I'm still that scared of forgetting my past. Different people.
Same story. The worst part is they know it and will use it to their advantage, these people. God damn. Where did I go wrong? And is there a quick way out? It's been bothering me since Friday. I'm afraid if I really wanted to cut this person out I couldn't be able to.
Hi folks I'm Kevin Brennan and I still have a blog.
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